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[22 Jul 2007|03:48pm] |
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i've realized up until i met brian that i was a complete physco path and this whole journal proves it. seriously...i think every single entry i ever wrote has something to do with a different guy. i'm glad that 4 year /boy crazy/ middle school and a little bit of highschool stage is over. it was kind of depressing haha like some of these entries....damn. i would get so upset over some ridiculous thing, like if a kid i liked got a girlfriend or if another kid i liked wasnt in my chem class. like what the hell? haha i wish my friends would of just put a mirror in front of me on one of the nights i was crying over some stupid kid who doesn't even matter and be like what are you doing? and help me out so i wouldn't of wasted a big part of my life trying to get a boyfriend or..whatever i was trying to do. some of the entries are funny like...in one of the entries i said "there was this one kid there who i absolutely hated. he was 10. and he was so mean to me...i went to go get the ball cause it went into the woods and the kid said "why don't you just stay in there" then we got into a fight. he said he was only saying mean things because he wanted us to leave. he must not know i'm in love with billy, and i wouldn't of left if hurricane katrina came through." hahaha jesus. i wouldn't of left if hurricane katrina came through? damn...haha. it's funny to look back and read what i wrote, and i love how in some of my livejournals i would end them with "<3 jill marie xoxox" like i was some kind of...i don't even know haha but i'm happy to say that brians the last guy i'm ever going to write about :] he's so awesome and i love him, and we are perfect together and i'm so happy. cause now my life is drama/stress free and it's awesome. i miss him though. he's in dunkirk for a week. but i'll deal. and when he comes back we're going to blast on the beach and going to continue our perfect life hahah yeah, this is probably the last live journal entry i'm ever going to write. instead of writing about how i wished how my life was, it's time to live it <3 jill marie xoxox hahaha
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[07 Apr 2007|12:38am] |
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i hooked up with cj reiford. i waited long e fuckin nough.
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[21 Feb 2007|01:39am] |
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maddy's was awesome. on monday her mom gave us $30 each so we went to the mall & out for lunch...then paul (the driver) took us to the movies...and on tuesday we just hung out. i was kind of like...nervous or whatever because conner had to drive me up to the office which is a half hour away so i could go home, because i like never talk to him...but it was really cool. we ended up talking for the whole time. so i was chilling at the office for a little with him and his friends and then the limo picked us all up...and that was funny. when you're the only girl is a group of teenage guys...haha you gotta laugh. they say the funniest things. now i like can't wait for easter or any holiday. i always thought they were weird cause me and conner were just like "sup"...but now we're all gunna be like "whaddddddup!?" and now when i go over there and maddy goes to bed at 10...i can chill with him and his friends until i get tired. haha okay yeah...school thursday. it's alright, i don't mind school that much. i miss making people laugh haha :]
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[14 Feb 2007|10:16pm] |
valentines day was good :]
"my favorite song changes"
"by who?"
hahahah melissa stole 500 dollars.
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[13 Feb 2007|10:10pm] |
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i love valentines day. eventhough i don't have a boyfriend or anything. my mom you know... she buys us all like these cute little candy thing's and everyone's all happy... mark's taking me to the olive garden, i love that kid. i made him a cd cause i'm nice. i don't think i even care what anyone thinks anymore, he's amazing. haha whaaaaaaaaatever.
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[28 Jan 2007|02:57am] |
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this week off for exams was good. i actually did stuff instead of sit around my house all day. i hung out with mark jack, christian, cj, angela, mary, kate, becca, meg, and saw tiffany and cody and i dunno, it was just nice. i love hanging out with kristin and melissa and julia obviously, but it's good to hang out with other people once in a while. and i've done stuff i've never done before i guess i can say. like me and melissa slept over christians which is completely crazy becuase usually krsitins like the insane one in the group and melis isn't really like that...and i went to one of frontiers hockey games that i never go to which was really fun haha, and i went to duffs and saw mr. klimowictz and i've never been there before so that was cool...yeah okay it's like 3 in the morning and i feel gay for being on the computer.
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